realization
2003-11-14 | 8:52 p.m.

Dark things. They used to fill my mind. Sometimes I would write about them. My dreams were dominated by scenes of death and chaos. I was the cause of so much of the death. Sure it was the death of demons, but death is death. Spiritual warfare.

I haven't written about them in so long it seems, and my dreams seem more political in nature now. normal dreams.

I am sitting alone in my one bedroom apartment in Oregon with a cold and nothing to do on a Friday evening.

And I'm happy.

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